A beautiful visual novel about a trans girl struggling to be accepted in her family, If Found... is one of the most resonant experiences I've had with a game, even if it's a bit of a stretch to call this a game. The visuals are crafted so effectively that they really enhance the emotional impact of the story, especially at the end of Kasio's primary arc, a moment which indeed brought me to tears. The music, primarily composed by 2 Mello, is also stunning, and serves to complement the story without being too manipulative. In terms of gameplay, there isn't too much to speak of, though I will say to warm up your wrist; there's a lot of moving the mouse back and forth as that's really the only mechanic. If you're buying If Found..., just know that you're buying it for the story, and with that being the case, it's absolutely worth it.

This is a short game. I probably wouldn't even really call it a game. It's an experience of about 2 hours that will leave you confused, empty, sad and hopeful all the same.

It's about a young trans girl and her journey to finally being accepted as well as understanding who she is. It's not super engaging and the only thing the game has going for it is it's absolutely stunning visuals and it's realistic characters but I found it a fun experience nonetheless.

Nothing groundbreaking nor something I haven't seen in this trend before, but still unique in it's presentation and heartwarming all the same. I think it's worth it.

Also another game published by Annapurna that was stylistic, unique and heartwarming. I can safely say that I have great trust in this studio.

much like life, being trans is awful. having to live your life as a compromised version of yourself, not quite belonging anywhere, even among the people who love you most, and constantly struggling with the feeling that you can't do what you want to do because people won’t let you or won't understand. there is a sense of loneliness, of isolation, a sense that you're not ever going to be understood and that you'll always be just a little off, a little too clockable, a little too different. there is an incredible sadness to the whole experience.

as for the positive aspect? i'm still working that out. i'm not lucky enough to have a family that supports me. i live in a state of constant fear and apathy, knowing that no matter what i do, i'll never be the girl i've always had in my head.

the problem is, i'm a pretty miserable person, and i take it out on everyone around me. i hate my life, and i can't be happy being a man and i don't know what to do about it. but i do know that i hate this situation i'm in, and the idea that i can't escape it. it's like i have an anchor dragging me down, and i can't get out of the water.

i know there's a lot of trans people who are really happy, and i'm happy for them. for me, it's not been a good experience, and i'm not at all sure it's going to get better. but it has given me some perspective on life.

my perspective on gender has led me to have unfortunate habits of psychoanalyzing everyone i see, recognizing patterns and trying to understand why they do what they do. it has given me a sense of being misunderstood and that it's everyone else's fault. because of this, i'm very judgmental. it's like i've dissociated from all of society, there's no human connection or emotions behind the faces and words. it's almost like i'm a vampire. it's not exactly easy being this way, and i wish i had been born different, but at least i know that, at the end of the day, no one is ever going to be able to understand me completely.

my feelings are a complicated mess, and trying to explain them to people who don't understand gender dysphoria is difficult, so it's easier to go without trying, especially if it was easier for everyone to assume i'm cis than have me talk about my feelings. it's just easier to keep people at arms length, let them make their own assumptions and let them feel comfortable in their own bubble. but if i tried to interact with people, i'd just be putting them in an awkward position, trying to understand what i'm saying. it's easier for everyone to just assume.