Now we can debate the merits of nihilism or lack thereof all day long but the real issue is my smart baby ass stocked up early on friends and knowledge and memories so I'd have plenty to spare and then the game just lazily locks you in a loop that isn't actually real until you choose to stop and c'mon my guy that's just not good game design!

I'm a pretty wildly depressed and somewhat nihilistic person but this didn't feel like a good reflection of how this all works. I dunno, if you wanna feel bad play LISA or something. This is gonna have to be a no from me, dawg.