Played this more and honestly, I don’t think you are intended to like this game—at least not fully. It takes an insane amount of time to learn each map and get good. EFT is about highs and lows (although it sucks ass when starting out) and I think it just forces a love/hate relationship that is unique to this genre of game. The good news is that finding a party is as easy as joining the discord. You learn less in a group but you die less often (generally).