the lead up to this game as a fallout fan was incredible, I remember the time and place I was set when bethesda showed the reveal trailer, it was absolutely incredible. Midnight launch all excited and in the queue at my local game store for the pip boy edition. Got home and rammed the disc straight up my ps4s ass whilst wearing a happy meal toy on my arm.

and I got Fallout 4.

It was just, like, ehh this is fine.
I love the game and I love playing it but I expected so much more and it just didn't deliver. I would prefer to go back to pre launch and pretend that those months leading up to release was the actual game. I am so mixed on this game that when fallout 76 came along it made me extremely worried for fallout 5 when that eventually happens.