I was super depressed this year and honestly most of it's a blur. This was the year wherein I went through a phase of saying "i'm to old for gaming" and "gaming is dead now." No the truth was that I wasn't the same person. I was a lot sadder. I didn't even play modern games rather I inherited Millennial nostalgia for decade I wasn't even alive in. Shit was hella meta. But yeah, let this be a warning, live in the present. Events really are you had to be their to experience it. You're not missing out on anything from the past.