God. OH, GOD. What have I done?? I should have never bought this thing!

What am I doing with my life? I don't know if I'm living or just driving trucks throughout Europe; when I'm not actually driving them, all I can think about is driving them.

OK, seriously, this has no rights to be as good as it is. I don't have a single clue to why I did not pick this one up sooner.

...but now it is sucking every last glimpse of live within me. F*ck.