So apparently I took this way too literally and only did it dawn on me that I'm an idiot after the fact. But I do think the sentiment of dissecting and the need to understand art on a "deeper" level resonates with me, AND the whole getting extremely burnt out from creating thing also hits home as I haven't picked up a guitar (ok a few times to noodle a bit but nothing substantial) or played drums in like 7 years because the process of creating and then releasing to the world even at a small scale was terrifying and I hated it. But also wanted the validation. Idk! Pretty cool, made me feel some stuff.