13/11/23
I don't think I can explain exactly what happened to me today without essentially doxxing myself, but a person who's been obsessed with me for a while (and now hates my guts) acted horrifically towards me so I ended up having a panic attack + having to reschedule my plans. While hiding from him I ended up (in true townscaper guy fashion) playing townscaper on my phone during said panic attack and it really really helped get me back to baseline. I struggled a lot after what happened today because my ex was the only person who knew the complete depth of the situation and therefore the only person I could talk to without having to explain literally everything beforehand. the townscaping was really good though. i tried to build a massive "tree" and even though it didn't go very well trying to make a big tree out of little houses in a mobile game is a very good distraction. I promised myself I wouldn't rate my diary entry reviews and inflate the positive review count like it's a certain blue hedgehog but I think today it warrants one.
I don't think I can explain exactly what happened to me today without essentially doxxing myself, but a person who's been obsessed with me for a while (and now hates my guts) acted horrifically towards me so I ended up having a panic attack + having to reschedule my plans. While hiding from him I ended up (in true townscaper guy fashion) playing townscaper on my phone during said panic attack and it really really helped get me back to baseline. I struggled a lot after what happened today because my ex was the only person who knew the complete depth of the situation and therefore the only person I could talk to without having to explain literally everything beforehand. the townscaping was really good though. i tried to build a massive "tree" and even though it didn't go very well trying to make a big tree out of little houses in a mobile game is a very good distraction. I promised myself I wouldn't rate my diary entry reviews and inflate the positive review count like it's a certain blue hedgehog but I think today it warrants one.