This game has every thing, drama, comedy, politics. but it is first and foremoste a sad and depressing game about a sad and depressd man living in a sad and depressing world. i tried to play it with optimisim and there is some hope but it seems to give back mostly sad and depressing ideas. maybe i have to lean into the absurdity of the Sadness in a second playthrough. play with the nihalism this worlds seems to radiate and i would get more out of it but in the moment it seems a little bit like misery porn very well realised missery porn with no awnsers to the misery exept nihlism. But there is so much writing in this game and it is all good.it has a clear objektive and it reaches it at every point: paint a bleak and realistic world, one ridden by broken people and a breaking ideas. It hurts, Its nihilisitic and i am afraid that it might be a reflection of reality and i dont know how i will deal with that. it shows me the want and need i have for a good ending for an easy way out for an explanation that brings sense into a world full of senseless misersy and an ideoligy to give me conviction that change is possible. But it only delivers rock bottom with an aftertaste that it cant go on. that change comes. born out of misery and despair. but it is fickle undefind not found in clear ideolegis nor in the heads of individuals. its the feeling of not beeing able to endure but not resinging. change is possible at least i hope it is.