Yume Nikki and I have been passing acquaintances for more than a decade. Every so often, I'd fire the game up (undoubtedly an outdated build, now that I think about it) and explore a little; and, after an hour or two, put it down, bored.
However, if this and the general tone of other reviews here is any indication, Yume Nikki wasn't the kind of game I could easily put to the side and declare "not for me". Even as I searched Madotsuki's dream-wastes for gripping ephemera, and frequently came away empty-handed (and slightly disquieted), the game never lost its grip on me - since 2012, when I first downloaded it.
And- you know what, in retrospect, I realise was my grave mistake in those days?
I played Yume Nikki with a guide.
Trying to shortcut your stay in these dreams, treat your stay in Madotsuki's dreams like "tourism", get to the "interesting part" where something cool happens that makes the wandering "worth it"- well, that attitude diminishes the wandering! It robs the game of its ability to unfold its atmosphere to its fullest. Ahead of anything else, Yume Nikki, in your mind, must NEVER be a "problem to solve". "A game to complete." I get those that want to bypass the Hellmaze (it's the reason I took away a half-star from its score lol), but...
Yume Nikki needs you to remain, and to persist. Yume Nikki needs you to wander. Yume Nikki needs you to be subsumed, wants to be played in a dark room with no distractions and certainly no walkthroughs open on the side.
And when I finally did it like that, when I embraced the uncertainty and the depths of its exploration,
Yume Nikki rewarded me.
Earlier this year, on a single exploration through this dream, I saw both some of the most inspiring art I've seen in any video game, and played through the most heart-thumping stealth segment in any video game I've ever played: I went to space; I delved into sewers. I grew long hair. I extinguished fire by controlling rain. I tiptoed around bookshelves to evade a bloody ball of hair that, in the top-down perspective, was just as frequently obscured as myself, often needing me to make educated guesses of its whereabouts.
EDIT: A friend told me later that what I saw couldn't have hurt me - but it certainly didn't feel safe - which further solidifies my point.
After that play session, I was energised - and I finally really understood this game. All the years of trying had been worth it.
Yume Nikki, if you let it be itself undissected, is a game you come away from with stories to tell.
I genuinely feel like it's not a game that wants you to complete it - while I'm not spoiling the ending here, the game's conclusion certainly makes that interpretation sound.
It's also one of those true video game mysteries: For people who don't know Japanese especially, but I think for basically everyone who isn't Kikiyama, this game's internal workings in RPG Maker 2003 are so complex that I don't think we'll ever come to holistically understand it, and know every single thing it's capable of.
And that's more than okay. That's beautiful! Play Yume Nikki - and don't be afraid of wandering.
However, if this and the general tone of other reviews here is any indication, Yume Nikki wasn't the kind of game I could easily put to the side and declare "not for me". Even as I searched Madotsuki's dream-wastes for gripping ephemera, and frequently came away empty-handed (and slightly disquieted), the game never lost its grip on me - since 2012, when I first downloaded it.
And- you know what, in retrospect, I realise was my grave mistake in those days?
I played Yume Nikki with a guide.
Trying to shortcut your stay in these dreams, treat your stay in Madotsuki's dreams like "tourism", get to the "interesting part" where something cool happens that makes the wandering "worth it"- well, that attitude diminishes the wandering! It robs the game of its ability to unfold its atmosphere to its fullest. Ahead of anything else, Yume Nikki, in your mind, must NEVER be a "problem to solve". "A game to complete." I get those that want to bypass the Hellmaze (it's the reason I took away a half-star from its score lol), but...
Yume Nikki needs you to remain, and to persist. Yume Nikki needs you to wander. Yume Nikki needs you to be subsumed, wants to be played in a dark room with no distractions and certainly no walkthroughs open on the side.
And when I finally did it like that, when I embraced the uncertainty and the depths of its exploration,
Yume Nikki rewarded me.
Earlier this year, on a single exploration through this dream, I saw both some of the most inspiring art I've seen in any video game, and played through the most heart-thumping stealth segment in any video game I've ever played: I went to space; I delved into sewers. I grew long hair. I extinguished fire by controlling rain. I tiptoed around bookshelves to evade a bloody ball of hair that, in the top-down perspective, was just as frequently obscured as myself, often needing me to make educated guesses of its whereabouts.
EDIT: A friend told me later that what I saw couldn't have hurt me - but it certainly didn't feel safe - which further solidifies my point.
After that play session, I was energised - and I finally really understood this game. All the years of trying had been worth it.
Yume Nikki, if you let it be itself undissected, is a game you come away from with stories to tell.
I genuinely feel like it's not a game that wants you to complete it - while I'm not spoiling the ending here, the game's conclusion certainly makes that interpretation sound.
It's also one of those true video game mysteries: For people who don't know Japanese especially, but I think for basically everyone who isn't Kikiyama, this game's internal workings in RPG Maker 2003 are so complex that I don't think we'll ever come to holistically understand it, and know every single thing it's capable of.
And that's more than okay. That's beautiful! Play Yume Nikki - and don't be afraid of wandering.