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my opinions and feelings on the way i engage with media as a whole have changed a lot recently and i don't necessarily agree with all of my old reviews entirely anymore. if you see something old i've written that seems contradictory to its star rating or placement on a list assume that's the case.
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Dragon Quest X: 5,000-Nen no Tabiji Harukanaru Kyuuri he Online
Dragon Quest X: 5,000-Nen no Tabiji Harukanaru Kyuuri he Online
Persona 2: Eternal Punishment
Persona 2: Eternal Punishment
Moon: Remix RPG Adventure
Moon: Remix RPG Adventure
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Chrono Cross
Chrono Cross

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Ikaruga
Ikaruga

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Keep Talking and Nobody Explodes
Keep Talking and Nobody Explodes

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Akumajou Densetsu
Akumajou Densetsu

Apr 19

Romancing SaGa 2
Romancing SaGa 2

Apr 18

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it is my very strong and firm belief that any metal gear solid content after mgs3 only serves to pointlessly muddy and dilute a series that had absolutely no reason to continue after that point, but also metal gear solid 4 has that final boss and just a really strong ending in general if we pretend johnny and meryl weren't in the game whatsoever so it's not entirely pointless, i guess. metal gear solid for your stoner cousin who thinks sneaking is lame and just wants to blast freaks

initially was going to convey this in a meaner, snarkier way for the bit but with how this game tied into trigger closer to the end i decided not to. the game is not subtle about how it feels having to follow up a dream team project like trigger and a certain set of characters basically have to refrain themselves from explicitly saying serge ruined chrono trigger, and because of that i would honestly feel kind of bad bringing that kind of attitude with this review. regardless, while i played chrono cross, the main thought that went through my head was "how is it that people thought cross didn't live up to trigger rather than the other way around?" but as i finished the game and write this review i feel as though cross didn't need to live up to trigger and that hinging its value on whether or not it does is a very childish way of looking at things.

to me, chrono trigger is a game that is held back by how near perfect it is. there's so little wrong with it that at least to me nothing really stands out anymore. there's nothing to grab onto, no imperfections to make it feel "complete" to me and as such i feel as though its reverence, while not necessarily misplaced, is harder for me to grasp because to me a "perfect" game without imperfections, as contradictory as it sounds, will never be perfect to me. meanwhile, chrono cross i found to be an amazing, thought provoking, mesmerizing game that pushed the playstation to its limits aesthetically, a game with so much to say about what it means to live and exist, what it means to dream. chrono cross is messy and imperfect in such beautiful ways, it knows its following up chrono trigger and while it still intends to be a continuation of a work like trigger it doesn't care what kind of shadow its living in and intends to be its own experience, flaws and all.
whether or not it lives up to chrono trigger is irrelevant, the arguments surrounding such are just attempts at insecure and childish posturing because these games, while connected are so different that its hardly worth comparing in that sense. i understand that nothing exists in a vacuum, let alone a sequel, but maybe it would do some people a lot of good to both understand the context of something like chrono cross while also letting it be its own experience.

maybe not the strongest game ever writing or story wise but conceptually and in execution for a jrpg from 1993 romancing saga 2 is incredibly interesting and a game i'll probably be thinking about for a long time. the only version available in english being an inferior remaster definitely doesn't do it any favors for a wider audience, but it's still something worth checking out if you care at all about the genre. my only hope from something like team asano or just the influx of more classic-inspired jrpgs in general is that we go back to an era where we get experimental titles like this again