knew this was leaving game pass so i had intended to spread it out over the remaining days of the month with plenty of time to spare. ended up playing this over two days in bigger binge sessions instead. i really enjoyed myself.

didn't know a ton about this going in other than the charming artwork. i had assumed this was going to be an RPG (a turned based one at that) with more focus on combat and the other elements that come with it than the puzzle adventure game with light combat that this turned out to be. what i ended up with is more to my tastes most of the time so it worked out for the better.

cannot stress enough how taken i was with this for its duration. loved the universe with the characters within, visuals/colors, music, and even the combat was better than i had expected when it showed. i could see where this might be a bit repetitive but it also probably didn't help that i played through this the way i did.

i've been drifting away from going for 100% in most games but i'm really glad i did here. some of the stuff could be taken or left (the litter?) but pretty much everything else felt essential. the mystery side diversion with the cameo from Frog Detective and general Ace Attorney elements was so wonderful.

i would've gotten to this eventually but i want to give thanks to @Wollom for suggesting this in my you choose, i play list. the mixture of that and it leaving game pass brought me to it earlier than i would've otherwise.

looking forward to my eventual replay.

beaten for the first time without save states. it's pretty easy sailing for most of the game (especially given you can waltz into the very first dungeon completely busted in regards to items and upgrades) until the second to last dungeon where it went to hell. extra heart containers, upgraded weapons/armor, and such can only go so far with some of the combat encounters.

i think this will always be a appreciate for what it is and what it did for the medium while never fully enjoying it by itself type thing for me.

looking forward to slowly working my way through the rest of the series. a lot of replays but there's a few that i've yet to beat in there too.

Hotel Dusk will always have more personal significance as it was first and because of when it came out but this has been growing in my favor with each playthrough.

wonderful contained setting and cast of characters that ends up feeling larger than the first due to the stakes involved. the music is once again absolutely incredible with this possibly taking the crown for my favorite of the two.

hopefully the Another Code remakes did well enough for the Kyle Hyde saga to see something too.

Struggled to put together my thoughts on this. Escalates from mediocre to engaging somewhere about ten hours in, followed immediately by an overwhelming sense of emptiness. All of Bethesda's quirks are here in the worst ways: dead mannequin npcs, clumsy systems that don’t quite cohere, a terrible main quest that drifts across the flimsy surface of alien artifact sci-fi stories.

But something worse about this one is the lack of texture. There are very few freaks, minor discoveries off the beaten path, companions that make you feel something (Nick <3). Everyone is so nice, the politics completely empty. Cities are so strange and dead, with sound design attempting to evoke the density of Night City but lacking any real scale - the abstraction of a fantasy setting no longer here to distract you from asking: why is this just one square block?

This must’ve been a monumental effort to produce, but why dedicate seven years to creating a pale echo of The Expanse, Mass Effect & Firefly? There are hints of another game in here - one with meaningful travel and fewer, more fleshed out worlds - that was abandoned prior to shifting to this smooth, soulless, bloated final form.

Removes the visual noise and circular paths from its predecessor and flows like an aqueduct. That it is one of the more linear games of its kind and yet also still feels more expansive than most is a thing of great mystery. Really it just does everything so well. To me it's the perfected rhythms of tension and release, of incentivizing forward momentum through novel affordances (weapons and vehicles), and of pure audiovisual affect: the game knows when to reveal a horizon or a sunset, and when to leave you buried or with the sun fading in the wrong direction, feeling in the shadows trapped and alone.

Maddening and menial at times, but the helplessness of it is mesmerizing to a degree where its blemishes can almost be overridden. Audio design is a specific technical feature to this in that it influences the perceived helplessness; "crunchy" textures underlie the Houndeye's sonic windups and the Vortigaunt's lightning strikes, among other events, to form loud, indistinguishable sensory overload among crowds of enemies that can only be responded to with uncalculated shotgun blasts and long jumps. Being faced with enemy hordes in a first-person framing is not an innovation here (DOOM and Quake, of course, being inspirations) but, unique to its antecedents, there is a difficultly shaking off a feeling that for all of the experimental weapons to vaporize others with, Freeman's (or, rather, the self-insert for the player's confusion and franticness to be projected onto) lack of preparation is clear as day.

Xen, perhaps contrary to wideheld negative views among those surprised by its sudden shift in environmental curation (or, rather, a perceived lack of), suceeds in some ways to enhance helplessness giving the scarcity of its space with enemy crowds being the only ones to fill it. The gift of the Long Jump Module messages to the player that, similar to DOOM and alike, speed and momentum are the only antidotes to the bullseye that is Freeman in such a wide empty space as Xen's outside with a lack of companions to be found. However, the internals of Xen, specifically starting within Interloper, finds itself beset with a slippery physics engine that transforms platforming into a tedious task with little room for error or enjoyment to be found in pulling off such platforming. Jumps via the Xen Trampoline feel scattershot with trial-and-error required to understand how exactly to manipulate the GoldSrc engine's idea of momentum in order to find success in reaching far platforms, which especially makes the final boss fight almost a test of luck.

The limits of GoldSrc are worth re-emphasizing here given its quirks also creating potential frustration outside of Xen. Simple tasks such as moving crates backwards or sideways, for example, become unintuitive as a result of GoldSrc wildly pulling crates outside of the player's grasp. At certain points, Freeman may stick to corners while in cover from enemy gunfire which forces the player to reload their last save. Even moving can become a strange task at times due to Freeman's speed, which can prove tricky with areas that require almost pinpoint precision in navigating tight areas with deep depths.

Still, the franticness of moving through Black Mesa and Xen almost snuff out residual exhaustion from such engine frustrrations once they are dealt with. The aforementioned influence from iD Software gameplay is effectively recontextualized in a horror framing that frames combat as a last-measure tool which barely ensures survival rather than as a confident source of energy for the player's mindset. Shotgun blasts spread through Xen not as a measured signal of dominance, but rather as almost minute threats to an ecosystem at the brink of spreading its tentacles into Earth's vents and dams.

From Claude's scrunched up face to his black jacket and weird green pants and the water that churns the colour of concrete, there is a heaviness to Grand Theft Auto III that more serious entries (IV) never matched. But there's also a brutal clarity to the space, where we are always able to see objects in relation to one another, and where collisions seem active instead of incidental. It's just a genuinely explosive game, from the way it looks to the way it controls. I heard someone say it's the purest of the series, and it's also one of the purest games. Where it lacks in atmospheric effects its distinctive grime textures carry the weight of the whole city, and if that's not enough there's the radio permanently tuned to the haunted vibrations of Scientist Rids the World of the Evil Curse of the Vampires.