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personal anecdotes about the games I own

this is a writing project, I just write what comes to mind as I work my way through cataloguing my collection
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Created a list folder with 5+ lists

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GOTY '23

Participated in the 2023 Game of the Year Event

Shreked

Found the secret ogre page

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Become mutual friends with at least 3 others

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Gained 10+ total review likes

3 Years of Service

Being part of the Backloggd community for 3 years

Gamer

Played 250+ games

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Played 100+ games

Favorite Games

Shadow of the Colossus
Shadow of the Colossus
Bloodborne
Bloodborne
The Legend of Zelda: The Wind Waker
The Legend of Zelda: The Wind Waker
Metal Gear Solid 2: Sons of Liberty
Metal Gear Solid 2: Sons of Liberty

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Total Games Played

005

Played in 2024

045

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Final Fantasy VII Rebirth
Final Fantasy VII Rebirth

Mar 27

Dirge of Cerberus: Final Fantasy VII
Dirge of Cerberus: Final Fantasy VII

Feb 19

Yakuza Kiwami 2
Yakuza Kiwami 2

Feb 15

Final Fantasy VII Remake
Final Fantasy VII Remake

Jan 26

Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII - Reunion
Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII - Reunion

Jan 03

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Final Fantasy VII Remake

I first played this a couple years ago, when it was added to PlayStation Plus, but I’ve always been a Final Fantasy VII Poseur: I hadn't played the original. Being such a Nintendo Baby, my first PlayStation was a PS4. So I had this unique experience of only vaguely knowing the setting, not even really knowing the plot, but interacting with and playing as these characters that are so iconic it’s impossible to not be familiar.

So in October, with several false starts behind me and Rebirth on the horizon, I played through the entirety of Final Fantasy VII on the Switch, using a guide purely for directions and gear/leveling recommendations. My reaction to finally finishing this famously important game? ‘Wow, it really is that good’. So then I played Crisis Core Remastered. Beat it, enjoyed it, got the Platinum trophy. (Not recommended. It requires completing all 300 optional missions….) At this point I had become a true FFVII-head, fully immersed and in love as if I had actually played back in 1997. I’ve played the original, the prequel, and I watched Advent Children. Twice. Which brings me back around to Final Fantasy VII Remake.

Replaying Final Fantasy VII Remake on Hard Mode, combat takes center stage. With my materia leveled and endgame accessories equipped, I could just focus on flinging out ATB skill commands left and right, melting enemy health bars like butter. Hard Mode Strategy comes from rationing out Magic Points, as they’re only replenished after completing a Chapter, and you can’t use items, so deciding whether to cast Blizzard vs. Blizzaga, or Cura vs. Curaga, makes a meaningful difference. I found it immensely satisfying to triumph over these limitations, with some bosses testing my high threshold of perseverance. Eventually I won out, crushing the endgame gauntlet of bosses, fully mastering the ATB command combos/counters.

Counterstance was a favorite skill of mine. While a bit over powered in duels and boss fights, you don’t gain access until the late game, so it’s real usefulness shines in Hard Mode. It’s a defensive move where a successful block results in Cloud interrupting the enemy attack, closing the distance, and countering with three strong slashes. In certain fights it can trivialize a boss that might’ve slapped you around in your first play through, granting the sweet satisfaction of smacking them back.

Some combat elements aren’t explained or demonstrated very well. I didn’t learn how to efficiently increase the Stagger Percentage (for higher damage) with Tifa until I was trophy hunting for the ‘Reach a 300% stagger bonus’ emblem. It requires performing a specific sequence of ATB commands – and acquiring her optional weapon, to gain access to a skill with a 30% stagger increase on each use. This led to 90+ hours of accepting at face value that I would only be doing the base 160% stagger to enemies and bosses. Okay yeah, skill issue, I could’ve learned sooner, but you’ve failed if I still had to look it up to completely understand the mechanic.

At last, Final Fantasy VII Remake helped me fall even more in love with the characters. I love Barret singing the victory fanfare after fights, and when Cloud’s self serious facade cracks. I love Aerith’s openness and enduring spirit, and Tifa’s vulnerability and self-determination. It’s incredible to see these characters brought to life from blocky polygons and a speed-translated script. You can tell the creators are able to fully express what they wanted these characters to be, using modern technology.

I could go on about the fantastic soundtrack (and Rebirth’s too), the side characters, also full of heart and passion, coloring and giving life to a story that honestly hit pretty hard even in it’s original iteration. Anyway. I gotta get back to Rebirth, Hard Mode is calling.

(I played this on PlayStation Plus, so I feel the need to emphasize: Viva physical media! Own what you love.)

This review contains spoilers

In the most recent issue (#3) of video game magazine ‘A Profound Waste of Time’, Gita Jackson speaks with game critic Kazuma Hashimoto about the appeal of the Yakuza series in the West. In this conversation, Hashimoto commends the series’ willingness to portray genuine displays of emotion from otherwise stoic, tough men. He even mentions how some of these scenes have brought him to tears while playing.

I still get misty eyed, sitting here at my desk, if I think too long about Ichiban Kasuga’s pure expressions of compassion and love. At the end of a game where you’ve watched Kasuga develop deep personal friendships with each member of his party, he makes an emotional appeal to the antagonist, who he still loves as a brother. Not in the ‘Yakuza family’ way, but as a true brother, with his whole heart. You can feel the pain in his voice, this man in his 40s, pouring his heart out on the street for someone who has brought him so much grief. I was bawling before the credits rolled – then I bawled some more.

Of course, I find the turn based combat hilarious and engaging, the game world a pleasure to explore, and I can play back up while my friend Nanba sings Baka Mitai, so...five stars?

(I played this via PlayStation Plus, so I feel the need to reiterate: Viva physical media! Own what you love.)

This review contains spoilers

Final Fantasy XIII-2 thoughts – Aggressive Mix

Look, I got very into the Lightning Saga and this is the game that tipped me over the edge. I bought all the novels, got a copy of XIII-2 with the light novel/la. I have a print of Lightning looking out over the crystal pillar. I have a Japanese FFXIII themed limited edition PS3 on my eBay watch-list right now. I defaced my PS3 Slim with a Final Fantasy XIII logo sticker. I collected every trophy in XIII-2 and Lightning Returns. (XIII has so much grinding for weapon upgrades oh my god).

So what did I love about XIII-2 so much? I think it was the pared down party, focusing the story on Serah and Noel, and the exploration concept. Despite following a guide for the platinum, I found navigating the different worlds and their timelines enthralling. The ripples of your actions changing the future in meaningful ways kept me hooked, excited to backtrack. Collecting monsters to round out your party and designing paradigms around them was a joy, especially tracking down all the differently colored chocobos. My Golden Chocobo with the COM role was unstoppable.

FFXIII-2’s soundtrack has some of my favorite music in the trilogy. I loved learning that it was the game director Momotu Toriyama’s goal to “have a sound that’s unlike the typical Final Fantasy style”, I believe they excelled and I love the range of genres featured. The ballad ‘Noel’s Final Journey’ perfectly matches his era; a lonely, empty wasteland sitting at the end of time, juxtaposed with hopeful lyrics – and I love Akiko Yoshida’s vocal performance. Crazy Chocobo is a just a fun singable ear-worm, worth burning the Gysahl Greens to listen. Full Speed Ahead has an unreal, groovy rock fusion breakdown. Caius’s Theme and Heart of Chaos give me chills akin to One Winged Angel. Sincerely a soundtrack full of regular rotation songs.

And I love Mog.

I’ll need to revisit sometime to play the DLC Colosseum battles.

https://www.destructoid.com/exclusive-meet-final-fantasy-xiii-2s-sound-team/