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i don't do numerical ratings but 5*s are games that i'd like to highlight as important to me
half stars are artistic violence
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GOTY '23

Participated in the 2023 Game of the Year Event


Created 10+ public lists


Mentioned by another user

Trend Setter

Gained 50+ followers

Busy Day

Journaled 5+ games in a single day

GOTY '22

Participated in the 2022 Game of the Year Event


Gained 100+ total review likes

On Schedule

Journaled games once a day for a week straight


Played 250+ games

Well Written

Gained 10+ likes on a single review

Gone Gold

Received 5+ likes on a review while featured on the front page


Gained 15+ followers


Found the secret ogre page


Voted for at least 3 features on the roadmap


Liked 50+ reviews / lists

Best Friends

Become mutual friends with at least 3 others


Gained 3+ followers

2 Years of Service

Being part of the Backloggd community for 2 years


Gained 10+ total review likes


Played 100+ games

GOTY '21

Participated in the 2021 Game of the Year Event

Favorite Games

Chrono Cross
Chrono Cross
The Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask
The Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask
Mother 3
Mother 3
Demon's Souls
Demon's Souls


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Played in 2023


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Metal Gear Solid V: Ground Zeroes
Metal Gear Solid V: Ground Zeroes

Dec 05

Dirge of Cerberus: Final Fantasy VII
Dirge of Cerberus: Final Fantasy VII

Nov 22

We Are Here Because of Those That Are Not
We Are Here Because of Those That Are Not

Nov 19

Half-Life: Uplink
Half-Life: Uplink

Nov 18

Elden Ring
Elden Ring

Nov 08

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love of my life, forever and always~

as humans we are often attached to objects and things. we conjure ideas in relation to what we feel about them and when we forget about them they die out. the loss of an object can be a harrowing experience when you've become affectionate of it.
in the modern age, we are often sold meaning instead of creating it ourselves. the plush toy market engineers ideas of love that exist only for people to buy. our affection is generated through the fear of not having the advertised product. companies have created a reverse loss where the fear of missing out is the same as losing something dear.
quest for moomoo asks us to reject material loss. our lives are much better when we live for art and creation outside of a profit margin. capitalism is a pit of suffering and we can only break free if we remove the immortality of the ideas it has implanted

this is utterly grim, nvidia rtx remix is to gaming what ai generated images are to art. the aesthetic of portal is completely neutered in favor of smudgy hi-res textures and overblown lighting.
not to mention that the new visuals actively detriment the original game's visual guiding and design!!! i've replayed this game a ton and i actually couldn't tell where to go sometimes because the visual clutter introduced by raytracing was so awful.
how excellent that nvidia has blessed us with the ability to make games look like unreal engine nintendo hire this man type shit.